I can’t believe this already. This time last year I was commencing my PhD journey having had my application approved in a very quick time frame, met my supervisor, and bright eyed and bushy tailed started some sort of writing.
How the year has passed.
Retrospectively it wasn’t until this year commenced that my writing has kicked up a notch and I’m starting to develop the core of my research, if not my literature review. When I write now it’s exciting, it’s frightening, it’s mind-boggling, it’s inspirational, it’s irrational, it’s soothing and a whole heap of other feelings at once. I feel that once I get going (and some days are much harder than others), I get into a real flow. The research side of things is what excites me the most. The way in which difference people with their ideas and thoughts inter-play across time and geography but somehow I have to connect the dots and splice and dice their ideas into my own words – and words have power.
And yet here I am trying to write my own way so that my topic of research will find its way into the vast world of music education and community music research.
I aim to make a difference with my work. I aim to get this thing done so that I get the satisfaction of completing something REALLY BIG! I aim to excite my colleagues and other researchers with new thoughts. I aim to know my field and expand into sub-areas if I can. I aim for so many things…
Whoever created the words “Piled Higher and Deeper” in reference to a PhD knew what they were talking about. Some days I feel like I am snowed under yet I realise that much of the real work hasn’t started yet. Sometimes I feel like I have given myself too much to read but I am learning to break down reading into smaller, more manageable blocks. I suffer from a condition called Obsessive Article Collecting which is a condition coined by “The Thesis Whisperer”. I took her advice, to an extent and at the moment have been writing more than article collecting. If it wasn’t for resources like these I don’t know what I would do.
And I thank my friends. Yes, I probably rely on social networking sites a little too much for friendly contact but through Facebook and Twitter I have built a network of like minded people from all over the world – you can use Facebook for good instead of evil! Having attended a workshop on procrastination the other day I have gained thoughts and ideas from that as well.
Where I am going with my writing at the moment? I’m trying to build a group of core ideas around my topic and am trying to interlink them. As my supervisor says on a regular basis with my work, how does it relate to my study? Where am I trying to go with it? What is my fundamental research question? How will I go about things? Who has written what? What do I know about whom? I’ll get there in the end but the whole ideal of my body of literature, my topic, ownership over my topic and creating all of this from existing literature – I’m trying to aim a needle into the haystack.
I’ll use this blog to record thoughts as much as I am able. I’m not the most regular post person when it comes to this but it might be interesting to look at how far I have gone by looking back. This is a part of my life where I want to succeed in what I am doing and will work very hard to get it.
Thanks for reading!
six months in
Wednesday, December 9th, 2009It’s now December, six months in from when I started the PhD in July, and (most probably) another five years until I finish. It has been an interesting academic road so far. For myself I have been buoyed by my supervisor’s comments regarding the work that I have done, but, I am not resting on these comments. My writing is still far from academically perfect however it is getting better. The referencing can be tightened up…
Resource collection and collating is ongoing as I work through separate topics and need extension on what I have already collected. All this will contribute to the Literature Review which will serve as the basis for introducing the new area of research that I will be covering – this will be done in about six months time. I’m thinking of the areas that I need to explore next. Obviously motivation of students is a major area of focus as is the inclusive “community” basis of participation in brass and concert bands. Topics have expanded to include psychology areas and other factors determining the learning of music.
In terms of research focus I have made the decision to bring my website (which surrounds “the blog”) into more of an overall research area so that all pages are focused on my research question. I realize this will be a big job to do over the holidays but since the basic structure of the website is easy to manage it shouldn’t be to hard to do.
Aside from this I can safely say that I am enjoying the research process, the first six months hasn’t daunted me that much, and I feel I am on the right track with this PhD.
There will be more to follow…
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